Amalia sat cross-legged in her pajamas and watched the beating heart. For the past few weeks the damn thing had sat in the center of her room, floating, throbbing, and dripping blood. She had sat a bucket beneath it to catch the blood, but that was the least of her concerns. It had taken her long enough to earn a room on the Desamparado Wharf and now she couldn’t even sleep in it. And believe me she tried. After all she had grown up being tormented by all sorts of ghosts and spectres, sleeping in the presence of a ghoul was something she learned out of necessity. This one however, this one was loud like, way too fucking loud. Every last meaty throb or pulse in the disembodied organ shook the walls of her shantyhouse.
“You should bite it,” Her hair whispered aggressively into her ear, “You should rip it open… with your teeth.”
“Gross,” She whispered back.
“Gross? Imagine the hot blood running down your throat,” Her hair purred, “Fine, tear it open with your claws.”
Her nails were most certainly not claws. Amalia stood up and stepped barefoot across the uneven plank flooring. Her hair writhed violently and the head of a raven materialized from the strands, it looking over her shoulder excitedly at the floating organ.
“Yes. YES, CRUSH IT BETWEEN YOUR FINGERS, AMALIA!”
“Hush, Erin,” Amalia batted the raven’s beak and it sank back into her follicles.
Amalia had learned to ignore most spirits, attention tended to make them more persistent. The heart, however, seemed to be absolutely apathetic to her presence. She’d leave for work in the morning and come back hours later with it still faithfully beating away. It was sort of frustrating if she was being honest. Spirits tended to have egos, they had desires and demands and ultimatums. These were things she could appease or exploit, but the heart seemed to want nothing more than to leak blood onto her floor.
“Uhm…” Amalia said, “Is anyone in there?”
No answer beyond the standard rhythmic lub-dub.
“Look, you’ve been ruining my sleep,” She explained, “If you don’t say something I’m gonna get rid of you, okay?”
“GOUGE OUT ITS EYES” Her hair screamed.
Amalia shot over her shoulder, “Erin, be quiet… and, hearts don’t have eyes.”
Still, the heart kept its consistent one-two beat. Amalia sighed and wrapped her hand around the organ. It was like holding a handful of sewn-together earthworms. She shuddered and whispered encouraging words to herself. She tried to pull the thing towards her. It refused to budge, stretching against some unknown anchor within its throbbing mass. Desperately she pushed instead, trying to force it towards the door of her hovel. She hoped to throw it into the ocean outside, but it did not move an inch. Exhausted, she let go. Her hand was covered in a slimy skin of steaming-hot blood. The sight of it made her queasy and she held her hand out as if it didn’t belong to her.
“Ew, ew, ew,” She whispered, stepping around the heart and outside.
She didn’t have running water, most residents of the wharf didn’t. Normally this wasn’t much of an issue, they did have holes in their rooms that dumped into the ocean to do their business, but washing one's hand in that hole seemed unsanitary. So instead she stepped outside. Drips of rain soaked into the soft linen of her pajamas, but it wasn’t too bothersome - you got used to being wet living on the wharf. Her bare feet gripped the slick planks of the floating vessel, finding purchase in the uneven and cobbled together floor. She moved to an edge and crouched down, washing her hand in the sea water as it passed by. Silently she wondered if anyone besides her could even see the blood from a ghost heart.
“Late night Miss Eckern?”
She nearly jumped overboard from the surprise.
“Thiago!” She exclaimed, turning to face him, “Sorry, you scared me, and uh, yeah… couldn’t get to sleep.”
Thiago seemed to never sleep himself. The old man patrolled the wharf day and night, walking along and smoking on a joint that never seemed to be quite finished. In fact, he was quite an oddity when compared to the burly sailor types that called the Desamparado Wharf their home. He was rail thin, with clothing that only exaggerated his emaciation. His gray hair was tied back into a big poofball, that begged to get tangled up in rigging or an errant fishing line. Still, despite these oddities no one paid him much mind.
“What’s got you troubled, Miss Eckern?” He said, cool as ice, “You looked more frazzled than usual.”
She looked frazzled normally?
“Nothing, just uh, bad dream,” Amalia answered, fidgeting with the hem of her shirt, “Sorry, I’m fine, really, you don’t need to worry about me.”
He nodded and looked out to the sea, “Storm’s coming, Miss Eckern, storm’s comin’.”
All she could think about was the fucking lump of meat throbbing in her room. Maybe Erin was right about chopping it into pieces.
“Look, sorry, I need to get going,” Amalia said quickly, shuffling back towards her home, “Need to get some rest before my shift.”
Thiago exhaled a plume of smoke, “Take care of yourself, I’ll be wishin’ better dreams your way.”
“You should bite it,” Her hair whispered aggressively into her ear, “You should rip it open… with your teeth.”
“Gross,” She whispered back.
“Gross? Imagine the hot blood running down your throat,” Her hair purred, “Fine, tear it open with your claws.”
Her nails were most certainly not claws. Amalia stood up and stepped barefoot across the uneven plank flooring. Her hair writhed violently and the head of a raven materialized from the strands, it looking over her shoulder excitedly at the floating organ.
“Yes. YES, CRUSH IT BETWEEN YOUR FINGERS, AMALIA!”
“Hush, Erin,” Amalia batted the raven’s beak and it sank back into her follicles.
Amalia had learned to ignore most spirits, attention tended to make them more persistent. The heart, however, seemed to be absolutely apathetic to her presence. She’d leave for work in the morning and come back hours later with it still faithfully beating away. It was sort of frustrating if she was being honest. Spirits tended to have egos, they had desires and demands and ultimatums. These were things she could appease or exploit, but the heart seemed to want nothing more than to leak blood onto her floor.
“Uhm…” Amalia said, “Is anyone in there?”
No answer beyond the standard rhythmic lub-dub.
“Look, you’ve been ruining my sleep,” She explained, “If you don’t say something I’m gonna get rid of you, okay?”
“GOUGE OUT ITS EYES” Her hair screamed.
Amalia shot over her shoulder, “Erin, be quiet… and, hearts don’t have eyes.”
Still, the heart kept its consistent one-two beat. Amalia sighed and wrapped her hand around the organ. It was like holding a handful of sewn-together earthworms. She shuddered and whispered encouraging words to herself. She tried to pull the thing towards her. It refused to budge, stretching against some unknown anchor within its throbbing mass. Desperately she pushed instead, trying to force it towards the door of her hovel. She hoped to throw it into the ocean outside, but it did not move an inch. Exhausted, she let go. Her hand was covered in a slimy skin of steaming-hot blood. The sight of it made her queasy and she held her hand out as if it didn’t belong to her.
“Ew, ew, ew,” She whispered, stepping around the heart and outside.
She didn’t have running water, most residents of the wharf didn’t. Normally this wasn’t much of an issue, they did have holes in their rooms that dumped into the ocean to do their business, but washing one's hand in that hole seemed unsanitary. So instead she stepped outside. Drips of rain soaked into the soft linen of her pajamas, but it wasn’t too bothersome - you got used to being wet living on the wharf. Her bare feet gripped the slick planks of the floating vessel, finding purchase in the uneven and cobbled together floor. She moved to an edge and crouched down, washing her hand in the sea water as it passed by. Silently she wondered if anyone besides her could even see the blood from a ghost heart.
“Late night Miss Eckern?”
She nearly jumped overboard from the surprise.
“Thiago!” She exclaimed, turning to face him, “Sorry, you scared me, and uh, yeah… couldn’t get to sleep.”
Thiago seemed to never sleep himself. The old man patrolled the wharf day and night, walking along and smoking on a joint that never seemed to be quite finished. In fact, he was quite an oddity when compared to the burly sailor types that called the Desamparado Wharf their home. He was rail thin, with clothing that only exaggerated his emaciation. His gray hair was tied back into a big poofball, that begged to get tangled up in rigging or an errant fishing line. Still, despite these oddities no one paid him much mind.
“What’s got you troubled, Miss Eckern?” He said, cool as ice, “You looked more frazzled than usual.”
She looked frazzled normally?
“Nothing, just uh, bad dream,” Amalia answered, fidgeting with the hem of her shirt, “Sorry, I’m fine, really, you don’t need to worry about me.”
He nodded and looked out to the sea, “Storm’s coming, Miss Eckern, storm’s comin’.”
All she could think about was the fucking lump of meat throbbing in her room. Maybe Erin was right about chopping it into pieces.
“Look, sorry, I need to get going,” Amalia said quickly, shuffling back towards her home, “Need to get some rest before my shift.”
Thiago exhaled a plume of smoke, “Take care of yourself, I’ll be wishin’ better dreams your way.”