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A small form stirred upon the bed of leaves where they rested, consciousness slowly returning from the brink of sleep. Eyes fluttered, disturbed by the soft sunlight streaming through the canopy, and a small groan rose up from behind closed lips. They shivered again, lightly, more out of a desire to wake than a reaction to the slightly chilly air. For a moment, it felt as though their body was being weighed down, not by the shackles of sleep but something... more. Yet despite the curiosity rising like the sun in one half, their other half clung desperately to sleep, tiredly trying to keep them still.
“Wake up.” Summer whispered quietly, in a voice audible only to their own ears. “Don’t wanna...” came the mumbled response, question and answer coming from the same lips. Yet they didn’t give themselves a choice. Black hair flashed to blonde in an instant and eyes, still heavy with sleep, were forced open. Though verbally they protested, voice cracking from sleepiness, their body still moved regardless. It started with a quick roll to their other side, leaves crunching as they tested their limits. Then, onto their front, forehead pressed against the detritus, and finally, a push to their feet.
The still-sleepy Summer let out a groan as they rose to a stand. Their back arched, their arms stretched high above them, and in one grand gesture, they came to the realization. Yup, something’s wrong. The sunny spirit shook out their body, driving out the fatigue of sleep, and simultaneously, they felt an unusual weight to every movement. Before them stretched an almost alien forest. Twisting trees larger than anything they’d seen before held up equally massive, dilapidated structures. Stones that may have once been cut supernaturally smooth (in their eyes, at least) now lay crumbled amongst the ruins.
“Well now...” amidst the almost disturbing silence, a voice that could be mistaken for calm rang out. Summer, carefully and deliberately taking in deep breaths, slipped their autumn band off their wrist. “Are we going to keep dissociating, or are we ready to wake up?” Their body froze for a second, caught by an invisible force halfway through pulling their hair back. “Can we not sleep more?” The cadence in their voice shifted from steady to tired, words spoken from one half reached the ears of the other. “No,” they aggressively tugged their hair, “we can n-owowow.” Their words devolved into pained cries partway through their sentence. They froze again, this time more deliberately, and in a quiet voice, whispered, “wuss....”
“Has the pain finally awakened us?” Satisfied, Summer let their completed ponytail drop back. Though their voice suggested a certain smugness, the unusual pounding of their heart betrayed their worry. To this question, the spirit received no response. “Very well...” they sighed, swiping at the detritus that still stuck to their black dress, “... However, let it be known that we will move nevertheless.”
The sun-bearing Summer started forward, the throbbing of their heart starting to let up. Yet still, their mind raced with every step they took. The size of the plants, the unrecognizable architecture... Grandiose ruins laid in every direction, spread out an unknowable distance, all pointing to conclusion after disturbing conclusion, and just as many unanswered questions. A quiet chuckle, belonging to the storm rather than the sun, escaped their lips. “Serves them right~,” they sang.
“So we wake at last?” Though it seemed they both arrived at (relatively) the same conclusion, Summer opted to ignore the malicious statement. To this, they received no response. Under their breath, the spirit mumbled, “petulant child...” and raising their voice, they continued. “Would it be inaccurate to say, we feel incomplete, unusual, absent?” More than the long-dead ruins, the unfamiliar weight to their being, Summer had noticed an aberration. Though the sun above cast down its warming light across the forest, they could not feel it. Or rather they could, yet somehow... not in the way they were used to. As though it were interacting with their being as an outsider and not... as them.
“Yes, we do feel absent.” Finally, the other responded. “Absent our desired rest.” At this, Summer froze, their mind blanking for a moment, heat welling up in their head. “We would rather have productive input.” Their tone took a turn for the exasperated. “Are we not lost, in dire straits? In a forest we don’t recognize? A time we do not know? Heavier, weaker than we’ve ever been?” More focused on talking than on walking, the spirit came to a stop. “Would our energy not be better spent discovering what has happened to us, rather than pining for sleep that we can always return to later?”
Once again, their speech elicited no response and to this, Summer’s shoulders drooped. With a heavy breath, they started walking again, feeling more alone with their thoughts than usual.
“Wake up.” Summer whispered quietly, in a voice audible only to their own ears. “Don’t wanna...” came the mumbled response, question and answer coming from the same lips. Yet they didn’t give themselves a choice. Black hair flashed to blonde in an instant and eyes, still heavy with sleep, were forced open. Though verbally they protested, voice cracking from sleepiness, their body still moved regardless. It started with a quick roll to their other side, leaves crunching as they tested their limits. Then, onto their front, forehead pressed against the detritus, and finally, a push to their feet.
The still-sleepy Summer let out a groan as they rose to a stand. Their back arched, their arms stretched high above them, and in one grand gesture, they came to the realization. Yup, something’s wrong. The sunny spirit shook out their body, driving out the fatigue of sleep, and simultaneously, they felt an unusual weight to every movement. Before them stretched an almost alien forest. Twisting trees larger than anything they’d seen before held up equally massive, dilapidated structures. Stones that may have once been cut supernaturally smooth (in their eyes, at least) now lay crumbled amongst the ruins.
“Well now...” amidst the almost disturbing silence, a voice that could be mistaken for calm rang out. Summer, carefully and deliberately taking in deep breaths, slipped their autumn band off their wrist. “Are we going to keep dissociating, or are we ready to wake up?” Their body froze for a second, caught by an invisible force halfway through pulling their hair back. “Can we not sleep more?” The cadence in their voice shifted from steady to tired, words spoken from one half reached the ears of the other. “No,” they aggressively tugged their hair, “we can n-owowow.” Their words devolved into pained cries partway through their sentence. They froze again, this time more deliberately, and in a quiet voice, whispered, “wuss....”
“Has the pain finally awakened us?” Satisfied, Summer let their completed ponytail drop back. Though their voice suggested a certain smugness, the unusual pounding of their heart betrayed their worry. To this question, the spirit received no response. “Very well...” they sighed, swiping at the detritus that still stuck to their black dress, “... However, let it be known that we will move nevertheless.”
The sun-bearing Summer started forward, the throbbing of their heart starting to let up. Yet still, their mind raced with every step they took. The size of the plants, the unrecognizable architecture... Grandiose ruins laid in every direction, spread out an unknowable distance, all pointing to conclusion after disturbing conclusion, and just as many unanswered questions. A quiet chuckle, belonging to the storm rather than the sun, escaped their lips. “Serves them right~,” they sang.
“So we wake at last?” Though it seemed they both arrived at (relatively) the same conclusion, Summer opted to ignore the malicious statement. To this, they received no response. Under their breath, the spirit mumbled, “petulant child...” and raising their voice, they continued. “Would it be inaccurate to say, we feel incomplete, unusual, absent?” More than the long-dead ruins, the unfamiliar weight to their being, Summer had noticed an aberration. Though the sun above cast down its warming light across the forest, they could not feel it. Or rather they could, yet somehow... not in the way they were used to. As though it were interacting with their being as an outsider and not... as them.
“Yes, we do feel absent.” Finally, the other responded. “Absent our desired rest.” At this, Summer froze, their mind blanking for a moment, heat welling up in their head. “We would rather have productive input.” Their tone took a turn for the exasperated. “Are we not lost, in dire straits? In a forest we don’t recognize? A time we do not know? Heavier, weaker than we’ve ever been?” More focused on talking than on walking, the spirit came to a stop. “Would our energy not be better spent discovering what has happened to us, rather than pining for sleep that we can always return to later?”
Once again, their speech elicited no response and to this, Summer’s shoulders drooped. With a heavy breath, they started walking again, feeling more alone with their thoughts than usual.