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Suwako's eyes turned to the streets of Uruk, bags appearing under them as they hadn't since she'd first made not-very-much-landfall in Opealon.
She had faith to nourish her, at least for now, so that was not her problem - at least, not exactly.
Sutor had been a potent fusion, one that had enhanced her understanding of ambition and her drive in a way it hadn't been sharpened... ever! For a being with ten thousand years behind her, firsts were rare and treasured. Both she and Vic had, however, understood the price of that fusion afterwards.
The first was, of course, that the power Sutor held was held back by both of their weakened forms. they'd hoped to strengthen themselves for the good of Uruk in the absence of that fused power.
The second and more obvious issue was that once Sutor appeared on the field she was not inclined to actually leave, so if they wanted to enjoy some peace, quiet, and individuality they'd have to be a little careful when and where they adopted the fused Goddess's form. Suwako's power had been diminished by a lack of faith, and Vic's from a general lack of familiarity with this world...
One of many, and one Suwako found greater understanding of from the help of Vic's brief merger. It wasn't right to make someone so short feel even smaller, in her opinion.
Still, this left Suwako stewing, feeling the weakness that had entered her body from so long relying on the fusion of another, and knowing she had fallen far from the old days where she could summon thunder and lightning, curse the soil and raze a village, even at her weakest. More importantly, though, was the loss of so much ambition, so many goals, so much raw enthusiasm for the world that had vanished long ago in the days of Suwako's youth.
Sutor had allowed her to focus forward, on what she was becoming, the fusion of a brilliant vizier and assassin with the age and wisdom of an ancient god. One who could be happy devoting herself to Lord Gilgamesh's cause and raising Uruk from the ground. One who was devoted to their ties with Sigmund, who was strongly connected to the potential she saw within Cho.
Without all of that, Suwako was left looking backwards, as a god in her twilight often did, and what she saw continued to hurt. over a year here, and no sign of Sanae. No hint of Kanako. The daughter she never expected to have and the woman who had been by her side for longer than human memory had both vanished. She could help Vic in his goals, of course, but that was hollow on it's own.
Suwako Moriya, the Curse goddess, found herself Cursed with a lack of ambition, and for a god who's survival was tied to the strength of her will, the greatness of her accomplishments, and her place in other's memories, she found a part of herself interested more in fading away right now.
"Hehehe..." Suwako chuckled. "So that was it? that was gensokyo?! Just a cruel joke played on me before my disappearance?" Suwako asked with a broad grin. "Yukari, you shouldn't have~" The goddess taunted, still unsure if the gap hag wasn't just somewhere, listening. The grin grew broader, as she felt something start to crack, her legs shaking as her voice grew, causing the humans around her to shirk away. "Curse you, then. may the earth take you and the rot leave your flesh naked for the maggots to feast!" She snapped, wheeling on her feet -
Only to bump into eight feet of green muscle and avoid a nasty collision with a loincloth.
"So you are here! Just as the visions told me..." A deep voice replied, human, if extremely baritone. "I am Carg Redwolf, great spirit. an Orc shaman."
Suwako looked up to see brutish fangs, sticking out of a green-skinned brute, easily doubling her in size and weight, with a well-worn axe by his side. he had his hair done in a long, flowing ponytail and long bangs that left him looking like a punk rocker's big brother.
"...Orc, huh? Haven't heard that one before. how about you catch me up somewhere we can sit down? This seems to be a serious conversation you're looking for, and I don't think I can handle one of those when you happen to be wearing shorts and I happen to be at Crotch level without laughing."
The Orc gave a slight blush, to Suwako's surprise and smirk. "I-I meant no disrespect, spirit-"
Suwako just waved the orc off with a relaxed smile. "Relax, o gifted one. I'm a few thousand years too old to be offended by such trifles. I don't know how your kind treats spirits when they ask for favors, but my customs dictate tea, time, and reflection."
Carg gave a nod, seeming a bit more on-balance with the response. "Of course, spirit."
"Moriya-sama will do fine. Suwako, if you must, will work as well."
She had faith to nourish her, at least for now, so that was not her problem - at least, not exactly.
Sutor had been a potent fusion, one that had enhanced her understanding of ambition and her drive in a way it hadn't been sharpened... ever! For a being with ten thousand years behind her, firsts were rare and treasured. Both she and Vic had, however, understood the price of that fusion afterwards.
The first was, of course, that the power Sutor held was held back by both of their weakened forms. they'd hoped to strengthen themselves for the good of Uruk in the absence of that fused power.
The second and more obvious issue was that once Sutor appeared on the field she was not inclined to actually leave, so if they wanted to enjoy some peace, quiet, and individuality they'd have to be a little careful when and where they adopted the fused Goddess's form. Suwako's power had been diminished by a lack of faith, and Vic's from a general lack of familiarity with this world...
One of many, and one Suwako found greater understanding of from the help of Vic's brief merger. It wasn't right to make someone so short feel even smaller, in her opinion.
Still, this left Suwako stewing, feeling the weakness that had entered her body from so long relying on the fusion of another, and knowing she had fallen far from the old days where she could summon thunder and lightning, curse the soil and raze a village, even at her weakest. More importantly, though, was the loss of so much ambition, so many goals, so much raw enthusiasm for the world that had vanished long ago in the days of Suwako's youth.
Sutor had allowed her to focus forward, on what she was becoming, the fusion of a brilliant vizier and assassin with the age and wisdom of an ancient god. One who could be happy devoting herself to Lord Gilgamesh's cause and raising Uruk from the ground. One who was devoted to their ties with Sigmund, who was strongly connected to the potential she saw within Cho.
Without all of that, Suwako was left looking backwards, as a god in her twilight often did, and what she saw continued to hurt. over a year here, and no sign of Sanae. No hint of Kanako. The daughter she never expected to have and the woman who had been by her side for longer than human memory had both vanished. She could help Vic in his goals, of course, but that was hollow on it's own.
Suwako Moriya, the Curse goddess, found herself Cursed with a lack of ambition, and for a god who's survival was tied to the strength of her will, the greatness of her accomplishments, and her place in other's memories, she found a part of herself interested more in fading away right now.
"Hehehe..." Suwako chuckled. "So that was it? that was gensokyo?! Just a cruel joke played on me before my disappearance?" Suwako asked with a broad grin. "Yukari, you shouldn't have~" The goddess taunted, still unsure if the gap hag wasn't just somewhere, listening. The grin grew broader, as she felt something start to crack, her legs shaking as her voice grew, causing the humans around her to shirk away. "Curse you, then. may the earth take you and the rot leave your flesh naked for the maggots to feast!" She snapped, wheeling on her feet -
Only to bump into eight feet of green muscle and avoid a nasty collision with a loincloth.
"So you are here! Just as the visions told me..." A deep voice replied, human, if extremely baritone. "I am Carg Redwolf, great spirit. an Orc shaman."
Suwako looked up to see brutish fangs, sticking out of a green-skinned brute, easily doubling her in size and weight, with a well-worn axe by his side. he had his hair done in a long, flowing ponytail and long bangs that left him looking like a punk rocker's big brother.
"...Orc, huh? Haven't heard that one before. how about you catch me up somewhere we can sit down? This seems to be a serious conversation you're looking for, and I don't think I can handle one of those when you happen to be wearing shorts and I happen to be at Crotch level without laughing."
The Orc gave a slight blush, to Suwako's surprise and smirk. "I-I meant no disrespect, spirit-"
Suwako just waved the orc off with a relaxed smile. "Relax, o gifted one. I'm a few thousand years too old to be offended by such trifles. I don't know how your kind treats spirits when they ask for favors, but my customs dictate tea, time, and reflection."
Carg gave a nod, seeming a bit more on-balance with the response. "Of course, spirit."
"Moriya-sama will do fine. Suwako, if you must, will work as well."